Posture junkie: see things the way they’re meant to be heard. Think out loud to crack a window; and accordingly heads hung for eyes to seal fates, float the password to Wind. Discretionitory sensory deficiencies, or maybe we just held our collective breath in mind.
I’m stilling fighting. This time with myself instead of for your guarded heart and chain link mind. I wish it was real. I wish I could send this way I feel away, not have every thought echo in my head. What if we were all that mattered? Sometimes I would let my words settle to sift through later, and they were all that mattered because when it came down to it we were all talk. And even so, I wanted to be perfect for you. I wish you didn’t still haunt my stars at night, or maybe that I haunted yours. Nobody said it would be easy, but it’s supposed to be worth the war and I fought damn hard just to end up back where I started, when all the while we could have been in love.